I have done some praying and I feel at peace about the situation and this person. I will continue to pray for them and just see where the Lord leads. Thank you Lord for your grace for the many times I fail.

Today has been really cool....amazing actually. I met the woman who is going to be my clinical instructor for the next 5 weeks and she is fantastic. She loves her job and is a very bubbly fast talker. I prayed that the Lord would allow me to have her as an instructor and he answered my prayer. Thanks Daddy. This place we are going to be in what looks much like an ICU and the patients look sick and I mean sick. Nervously excited describes me pretty well. I know I am going to learn a lot and it is going to be wicked hard. Daddy and I have been doing more talking especially on the drives to and from school and I just feel more confident. I have no idea why but I am so much more grounded when I am in contact with you, Dad. Thank you for not giving up on me. These next couple of weeks I hope I have some good stories to tell. Good ones not bad ones. When we were walking though on our tour of our unit I have to say I have never seen anybody hooked up to so much stuff I just hope I can learn it quickly and well. There is so much to know and put together. I have trouble seeing myself as a nurse without direct supervision. It sounds very scary and wonder many times a day if I can do this. Love the wait and see game..Love it. *definite sarcasm*
Time to do a little something productive....maybe like go to sleep....that sounds nice.
Goodnight Daddy.